I don’t know why I’m posting on here because tumblr hasn’t been first priority lately but mostly because I don’t think it was necessary for my twitter followers to see it. today I’m sad. Not for me but for her family. I miss Melissa. I miss thinking she is here when she is not. Tomorrow is mothers day and it makes me sad that drake and Gerek and John don’t have a mom to celebrate for. I know every holiday will be hard for them but tomorrow was meant for moms like Melissa. She was the best mom and so selfless and such a beautiful person.
It also makes me sad that John is dating after such a short amount of time. I looked up to Melissa and johns marriage for a long time and how there love was like nothing I’ve seen before. So why are you dating so close to her death. Life is worth living but you still need time to morn. How can you put a figure in her place? Do you really need that instant gratification or temporary happiness… This is just me being selfish because Melissa is irreplaceable in my life so how can she be in yours..
And it makes me sad that drake isn’t there for John. He is too busy in his life to pay attention to what John is doing and how he is handling it.. I don’t pray often but I pray they learn to live a life that make Melissa a proud mom and wife.. Cause that is all she would want for mothers day
